After some days, i realized maybe this guy like me. Well That's true. He told me he likes me but he feel sad cause i said to him that i dont wanna be in relationship after i broke up with my boyfriend. But even though i said it actually i like this guy. Then i told him i like him. He's so happy XD but we had not been dating yet. He didn't ask me :(. In the monday, when i arrived home from school, he asked me. Well i said yes XP. In the tuesday morning, we did video call for the first time. I feel so nervous, shy, happy, excited at the same time. It feels like there are a lot of butterflies in my stomach :p.
Everyday we do video call. I like his smile, his voice, his glasses, his curly hair, his shyness, his laugh, his eyes, everything on him. In the second and the third video call i recorded him. I watch it when i miss him. Well i miss him anytime, anywhere. I really want to meet this guy. But i don't have money, he don't have it too.
I started looking for some jobs. Seriously, i did it. I started write again, make some design. send it to magazine. i haven't got money yet. I hope i can get it at December 2014 and i can go to Texas at December 2014.
Now i can't contact him :( he's grounded by his mom. He cant do skype. He cant text me :( He can text me but through his buddy. I miss him so bad :"(
Fighting for some moneys. Texas i'm coming.
